My mom became a member of the our church back in Wisconsin and apart of that was sharing your testimony with the pastor and elders last week. My mom didn’t know quite what to say, so she wrote a prayer poem to the Lord… so I thought I’d share. To know how far my mom has come and all that she has been through… this is only a tiny peek, but I’m so blessed and amazed to have been in her life and apart of this story that it really makes all that I’ve been through worth it. Hope you enjoy my mother’s story.
Lord Jesus when I was little,
I knew just who you were.
Great almighty and powerful,
always willing to hear your word.
I believe you guided my parents,
as they taught me wrong from right.
Sending me to Sunday school,
and praying with me each and every night.
I attended Catholic Church,
I attended Catholic school.
There I learned about you Lord,
and the 12 most important rules.
Often when I attended school and Church,
I was not the happiest there.
I felt like I was being judged,
Like they were not being fair.
So it was then I fell from my Church,
That I attended regularly.
Tried to make it on my own,
and now its no surprise to me.
Yes Lord, I have stumbled,
Struggling through the years.
Looking hard to find you,
knowing you were always near.
Lord I come to you a sinner,
Lord I have made the most terrible mistakes.
Before you Lord I ask forgiveness,
please keep me in your grace.
When asked once how I found you,
the words seemed hard to find.
And then with thought, how it occurred,
the very place and time…
Yes it was in a car ride,
you know going from here to there.
Through the words of my little girl,
she asked me just to share…
When at first she asked me…
Mom, how are you and God today?
Was Christ my Lord and Savior?
Was it clear I knew the way?
I was caught a bit off guard,
Not sure of exactly what to say.
Patiently she heard the explanation,
that I thought of right away.
I assured her, Christ is my Lord,
he has always been in my heart.
That I have always looked to him,
confident that he guided my heart.
It was just then that I began to realize,
that there was so much more that I needed to do,
to make my peace with God,
and my Lord and Savior too.
I needed to make a commitment,
with all my strength and might.
To live each day with the Love of God,
and Christ as my guiding light.
I know that I am human,
and my temptations can be strong.
There will be times I need to pray,
to stay the path I am on.
Lord you are my savior,
its you I want to serve.
Make me your disciple,
help me to learn and teach your word.
Help me to learn your holy book,
search the words each and every day.
Help me to hear the sermon,
and understand this is the only way.
Now I stand before you,
God in the house you have built.
Please let this be my home,
now free from my past sins and guilt.
Lord I give myself to you,
I know you will guide the way.
Lord, each day know that I will seek you,
and give you all the glory each and every day.
Carry on in faith and love,